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Hey bloggers whats up.  So I havent been able to write to you lately so let m e tell you about my trip.  So remember i said I was going to Ruidoso well i went and it was so much fun.  For those of you who havent been its amazingly beautiful.  Just imagine walking out of walmart and instead of seeing cars and buildings you see trees and mountains.  On the way we went through a place called cloudcraft.  Its such a beautiful place with horses and trees its so great.  I took so many pictures and later ill see if i can get a chance to post some so you can see how beautiful it was.  Hope you all had a great easter blog later Peace!!

Hey good morning bloggers or good night to some of you.  So I didnt get a chance to write to you yesterday so let me catch you up on stuff.  So yesterday was a pretty normal day just that I had an extreamly bad headache but i made this really dope pillow in fashion.  Yay its finally thursday the last day of school before spring break .  Im so excited for easter were going to Ruidoso finally a chance to get away.  So thats pretty much whats going on so have a great day everyone laters <3.

A few months ago my dog died.  It was the worst thing that could ever happen.  She was my best friend.  It was the stupid vets fault but i really dont want to get into what that idiot did so heres a picture of her.

Ok so this morning i was watching this show on animal planet called Growing Up Black Leopard.  It was a really awesome show it was about this family who took in wild animals who have been abused or neglected by their families.  They had many types of animals like lions,tigers leopards,and bears.  It was actually a very inspiring show it really makes me want to do something like that.  It made me really think about helping animals so i was thinking of maybe starting something like that when I get older.  So if any of you have ideas for me to start let me know thanks. 

So these past few months I guess you can say have been really frusterating for me. Just like with friendships and rekationships. I mean seriously the guy that I really like for 3 years has no idea. And like my friendships they have all been shity. You see there’s this guy (I know what your thinking but just keep reading) I’ve known him for so long a couple of minutes after first talking to him I knew he was the perfect guy for me. You know I felt comfortable around him I felt protected. I knew the way he felt about me because of the way he looked at me this way no one else has and it felt really good seeing him. I just never thought that like would grow into love . I really didn’t think it would but it did and the only problem is that we got into this major fight. We haven’t talked in three years and I really hate. I’ve tried many times that I’ve seen him to talk to him but he would just ignore me and it really hurts . The fact that I love him is I vant like anyone else I can’t be interested in anyone else and it sux cause he’s always on my mind. At times I try to writing him a letter but I just don’t know if I should. So if anyone out there know how I feel and has advice please comment.

So my friendships pretty much have sucked and started about 7th grade. My best friend hmm I know its bad to say but she’s a bitch. She doesn’t even care about what I have to say only as long as she a step ahead of me better than me. Sometimes I wish I could find someone new to hang out with and just start over.

So this is my first post pretty exciting I know