Just ME!

HEY EVERYONE IM BORED SO IF ANY OF YOU READING THIS ARE BORED THAN TALK TO ME ON MYSPACE FIND ME AT MYSPACE.COM/HOLLY_15_STAR !!!!!

Ok so thank god for the weekend. I really excited that summer is almost here i am so ready to become a completly changed and person by next year. I am so ready to be away from my friends so krysta the bitchy best friend she is so two faced. She makes me so mad shes what you call stuck up and cocky. Ahh 3 months without seeing her stupid loser face haha YES!!!  So iim going to spend my summer not thinking about that guy maybe ill see him maybe i wont but I know deep inside that this is gonna be hard. So this summer im going to be excersising so much im really excited I also want to cleanse but im kinda scared to so yea idk but i cant waite to swimm. OMG im getting way to excited and its not even here yet. So im really board and yeah so im gonna go LATERS!!!

Ok so i promised id tell you what happened with the guy. So for those of you that read my blog you know that ive been in love with this guy for so long. Now I told you that I wrote him this big apology on myspace and i just really let out how I feel about him being mad at me, now i didnt say anything bad all I said was that I was really sorry. So he gets on doesnt read it. So im like ok wouldnt you want to read a message from someone you havent talked to in so long, I know I would. So i kinda get mad because you know wouldnt you so everyone keeps telling me oh hell read it he will and im like ok I can waite. So I do and a couple of hours later he does. So ive seen that he has read it he didnt reply to it nothing. I honestly dont think what I did was that bad seriously. I know it seems like im asking a lot but youll never know until you try so ive tried everything so ive made up my mind im letting him go im gonna try so hard to keep him off my mind hopefully I can do it. So wish me luck and hopefully this works. So I leave you with this always try and get what you want never wonder or you will never know.

Ok so im finally gonna do it. Im gonna write him on myspace im so excited to see what he thinks and what he says. Hopefully he says something positive cause im writing him an apology. Im so happy that I finally got the guts to do it so when he writes me back or when something happends I will definetly let you know k bye.!!

So like these past couple of months have just been really confusing. Like I dont know im just getting really confused about school and actually thinking about dropping out you know school is not for everyone and I just feel that school is not for me anyore. I mean if im not even caring about my grades and everything arent i just waisting my time. I dont know. And then the whole guy thing i dont get it. Ok remember a couple  of posts ago i mentioned the guy that ive liked for like 3 years yeah well him. He used to look at me in a way no other guy would look at me and then it just stopped and you kow I asked him to be my friend on myspace and he didnt even accept me. You know what he did, he just left me there he didnt accept me nor denie me he just left me there. Why would he do that i just dont understandd. What did I do that was so wrong that he cant even be friends with me. And its not like I can just stop likeing him its not that easy ive tried to stop likeing him many times but hes just aways on my mind. At this point I just want to tell him that ive liked him for so long and wont even care if he writes me back just so he know but how do i write him on myspace and how should I say it? Ugh im so confused!!!

Hey everyone I know I havent wrote to you in a while and i know I promised pictures from my trip so here they are.  Not all of them but you get the idea.