Just ME!

Ok so my mom and my sister have been out of town and there gonna be gone for a while and i just cant stand it i have to stay here and take care of my sisters dogs and my grandma and me and my grandma dont really get a long i guess it hasnt been too bad but i just want to go home already i wish i could and then my grandma is getting mad at me for the dumbest things and idk ugh and this whole guy thing is just pissing me off really because i really really like that guy that ive been writing about all this time and i know you guys have heard this a thousnd times but i cant help it i mean i guess my mom was right about like its hard to get over someone you have liked so long and so much ya know the thing that is just also getting to me is………….i dont think that im ever gonna like anyone else cuz i have been stuck on this guy for 2 years and my feelings havent changed i think they have gotten stronger and if i do see him soon than i wanna make things better im sick of being a chicken and not wanting to say anything i just want to be myself i think ive changed for him and thats not what i wanna do i dont wanna change for some guy thats not me thats not the girl i wanna be i dont wanna change and i dont want him to change but i think he has a lot